Ghar me hawas bhari nadaniya – 2

Kisi tarah main Bablu ke ghar pahuncha. Bablu mujhe dekhte hi poochhne laga ki maine aane mein itna der kyun laga di? Ab bhala main use kaise batata aur kaise samjhata ki der se aane ki wajah kya thi? Bapu ne maa ki kasam khila di thi is liye use kuch nahi bata sakta tha. Bapu ne aur to sab samjha diya tha lekin ye nahi kaha tha ki is baat ke baad kisi ke saamne khud ko samanya banaye rakhna aur na hi khud mujhe is baat ka khayal aa raha tha. Tabhi to main Bablu ke paas hote hue bhi usi sab ke baare mein soche ja raha tha. Main chaah kar bhi us manzar ko bhula nahi pa raha tha.

Part 1 yaha padhen ==> Ghar me Hawas bhari Nadaniyan 1

“Kya hua tujhe?” Mujhe ajeeb tarah se kahin khoya dekh Bablu poochh pada─”Bata kyun nahi raha ki itni der kaise hui tujhe aane mein?”

“Wo…wo main Bapu ko bulane ke liye khet chala gaya tha.” Maine hadbada kar jaldi se bataya─”Is liye aane mein der ho gayi. Tu ye chhod aur chal jaldi se. Bahut garmi lag rahi hai mujhe. Nadi ke thande paani mein aaj kal se bhi zyada nahaunga.”

“Haan haan chal.”

Main aur Bablu nadi taraf tezi se chal pade. Bablu thoda baatuni kism ka tha is liye poore raaste wo hi bematlab ki baatein karta raha jabki main ek baar phir se usi sabke baare mein sochne mein gum ho gaya tha.

Mere man mein ab sawal ubharne lage the. Main ab khud se hi sawal kar raha tha ki mere Bapu apne hi majhle bhai ki biwi ke saath is tarah ka galat kaam kaise kar sakte hain? Aur to aur majhli kaki khud apne mard ke rehte is tarah ka kaam mere Bapu ke saath karne ka kaise soch sakti hain? Kya un dono ko ek doosre ke saath aisa karna galat nahi lagta?

Main aur Bablu kabhi kabhar is tarah ki baatein kar liya karte the. Bablu ka mere alawa ek aur dost tha jo Bablu ko aksar is tarah ki baatein mirch masala laga kar bataya karta tha. Phir Bablu mujhse wo sab bataya karta. Shuru shuru mein mujhe aisi baatein sunne mein ajeeb laga karta tha aur sharm bhi aaya karti thi magar phir dheere dheere aisi baaton mein mujhe ruchi hone lagi. Jab Bablu apne us dost ki baaton ko usi ke jaise mirch masala laga ke mujhe batata to mere andar ajeeb si gudgudi hone lagti. Ek ajeeb sa meetha ehsaas hone lagta. Poore jism mein maze ki tarangein uthne lagti. Bablu ki nazron se bacha kar main aksar apne jism ke us nazuk ang ko bheench deta jis ang se hum mard peshab kiya karte hain. Bheench us liye deta tha kyunki wo mere chhote se pant mein khada ho jata tha. Shuru shuru mein mujhe uske khade ho jane par bhi hairani hoti thi lekin phir samajh mein aane laga ki aisi hi baaton se to uska taalluk hai.

Khair main yahi soch raha tha ki aakhir Bapu aur kaki aisa kaise kar sakte hain? Matlab jo cheez aise rishton mein galat hai use wo kaise kar sakte hain? Maine is baare mein bahut socha magar kuch samajh na aaya ki aisa un dono ne kyun kiya hoga? Achanak mujhe khayal aaya ki aisa unhone aaj se pehle bhi kiya hoga. Haan bilkul, kyunki aisi cheezein ek din mein nahi hua karti hain. Matlab do log pehle aisi cheezon ke liye mel milaap ka tarika apnate hain. Aapas mein baat cheet hoti hai. Ek doosre ki razamandi hoti hai. Tabhi ja kar aapas mein aise sambandh bante hain. Thoda samay to pakka lagta hai lekin ye bhi sach hai ki jab ek baar sambandh ban jate hain to dubara banne mein samay nahi lagta. Bas mauke ki zaroorat hoti hai.

Iska matlab Bapu aur kaki kaafi pehle se aisa taal mel banaye hue hain aur aise sambandh ke liye sahmat ho rakhe hain. Is nishkarsh ne mujhe andar tak ajeeb se ehsaas mein saraboor kar diya.

“Tujhe kuch sunayi bhi de raha hai ya bahra ho gaya hai?”

Achanak Bablu ki tez awaaz mere kaanon mein padi to main uchhal pada. Hum dono nadi ke paas pahunch chuke the aur wo mujhe hi ghoore ja raha tha.

“Aaj kuch hua hai kya tere saath?” Usne mujhe is baar bade gaur se dekha─”Kab se dekh raha hoon tujhe. Tu saale meri kisi baat ka jawab hi nahi de raha. Are jawab ki to baat door tu to meri kisi baat par haan hoon bhi nahi kar raha. Chal bata kya baat ho gayi hai?”

Main uski baat sun buri tarah ghabra gaya. Ghabra is liye gaya kyunki mere andar ek aisa raaz qaid tha jo agar kisi ko pata chal jaye to aafat aa jaye aur Bablu ne jis tarah se baat ki thi usse mujhe ye laga ki kahin use mere man ki wo baat pata to nahi chal gayi?

“K..kuch nahi kuch nahi hua hai.” Main baukhlate hue bola─”Bas aaj thodi tabiyat theek nahi lag rahi.”

“Gaand tod doonga teri jhooth bolega to.” Bablu ne aankhein dikhayi─”Chal ab saaf saaf bata kya chhupa raha hai mujhse?”

Main aashcharya se aankhein phaad kar dekhne laga use. Meri dhadkanein ye soch kar tez tez chalne lagiin ki kya sach mein use mere andar chhupe us raaz ke baare mein pata chal gaya hai. Anjaan is liye ban raha hai kyunki wo mere mukh se sab sunna chahta hai.

Agle kuch hi palon mein meri haalat ajeeb si ho gayi. Kaanon mein Bapu ke kahe shabd goonjne lage aur ant mein di hui unki kasam kisi patakhe ki tarah awaaz karte hue phootne lagi.

“M..mera yakeen kar yaar.” Maine badi mushkil se khud ko sambhala─”Sach mein aaj meri tabiyat thoda kharab hai. Mera to aaj is nadi mein nahane ka bhi man nahi tha. Chala is liye aaya hoon kyunki tu gussa ho jata.”

Bablu ek baar phir gaur se dekhne laga mujhe. Uske is tarah dekhne se meri dhadkanein aur bhi tez ho chaliin aur saath hi ghabrahat mein bhi izafa ho gaya. Maine man hi man ye keh kar Bhagwan ko yaad kiya ki bacha le aaj mujhe is Bablu se.

“Waise jaise teri haalat dikh rahi hai usse mujhe bhi lagne laga hai ki teri tabiyat theek nahi hai.” Bablu bola─”Accha theek hai phir. Tu mat naha. Bas yahin par baith. Main jaldi se do chaar dubki laga leta hoon. Uske baad main tujhe le kar tere ghar chaloonga. Kaki ko bataunga ki teri tabiyat theek nahi hai is liye Saroja tai se koi dawa le aayein.”

Bablu ki is baat se main phir se ghabra utha. Asal mein main nahi chahta tha ki Bablu meri tabiyat ki baat maa ko bataye. Kyunki is tarah main kai sawalon ke jawab mujhe dene padenge jo mere liye bilkul bhi aasan nahi hone the.

“Are nahi nahi dawa ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.” Maine jhat se bola─”Bas thodi garmi ho gayi hai. Ghar ja ke aaram karoonga to theek ho jaunga.”

“Accha theek hai.” Bablu ne kaha─”Tu ruk main dubki maar ke aata hoon.”

Bablu ne phatafat kapde utare aur kood pada bahti nadi mein. Sach to ye tha ki usse kahin zyada meri ichchha thi kood padne ki magar ab main aisa na karne ke liye majboor ho chuka tha. Tabiyat ka bahana banane ke baad main nadi mein nahi kood sakta tha warna Bablu phir aise sawal karne lagta jinka jawab main de nahi pata. Ab main sirf yahi chahta tha ki kitna jaldi Bablu nadi se bahar aaye aur phir hum dono apne apne ghar jayein.

Aakhir kuch der baad wo nadi se bahar aaya. Ek saafe se usne apne geele badan ko ponchha. Phir kapde pehanne laga. Thodi der mein hum dono chal pade.

Ghar mein Bapu se samna ho jata is liye main seedha kheton ki taraf hi aa gaya tha. Man mein abhi bhi wahi sab yaad aa jata tha. Aankhon ke saamne wahi drishya chamak uthta tha. Bapu ka kamar ke neeche poora nanga jism. Unke nange pond (nitamb). Kaki ki nangi taangein aur bhari bhari jaanghein. Kamre mein us waqt halke se goonj uthi unki wo madak siski.

Main bahut koshish kar raha tha us sabko bhulane ki magar bhula nahi pa raha tha. Aaj se pehle maine apne ghar parivar ki kisi bhi aurat ya ladki ko na to beparada dekha tha aur na hi kabhi unke baare mein galat socha tha magar aaj ke is hadse ne mujhe andar tak jhakjhor diya tha.

Baar baar main apne jahan se us sabko jhatak de raha tha magar agle hi pal wo phir se mere mastishk mein tarotaza ho uth ti thi. Sach kahoon to ab pareshan hone laga tha main. Mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha ki kahan jaoon aur kaise apne dimag se is sabko nikaaloon?

Ghar ke bahar hi neem ka ek ped tha jiski chhaon tale main baitha hua tha. Is waqt kheton par mere alawa koi nahi tha. Iske bawajood andar us kamre mein jane ki meri himmat nahi ho rahi thi jis kamre mein kuch samay pehle Bapu aur majhli kaki avaidh sambandh banane mein lage hue the.

Main sochne lagta ki kya majhle kaka ko is baat ka pata hoga? Jawab mein mujhe yahi lagta tha ki unhe kuch bhi pata nahi hoga. Duniya mein bhala aisa kaun mard hoga jo apni biwi ke apne hi bade bhai ke saath avaidh sambandh ko bardasht kar lega. Matlab saaf hai majhle kaka ko iska pata nahi tha. To iska matlab yahi hua ki ek taraf mere Bapu parivar ke saath dhokha kar rahe the aur doosri taraf kaki apne hi mard ke saath chhal kar rahi thi.

Ek tarah se dekha jaye to hamare poore parivar ke mukhiya mere Bapu hi the. Bhale hi ghar baar alag alag the. Zahir hai mukhiya ke roop mein mere Bapu aisa to kabhi nahi chaah sakte the ki parivar mein koi bhi kisi ke saath is tarah ka najayaz sambandh banaye. Ab jabki mukhiya hi baaki sabse chhupa kar ya baaki logon ki nazron mein dhool jhonk kar aisa anaitik sambandh banaye hue hai to uske baare mein kya socha jaye?

Insaan jab sochna shuru kar deta hai to uski kalpanayein jane kahan kahan parwaz karne lagti hain. Is waqt yahi ho raha tha mere saath. Main kalpana kar raha tha ki kya majhli kaki ke alawa mere Bapu ka aisa najayaz sambandh chhoti kaki se bhi hoga? Halaanki chhote kaka ka byaah hue abhi kuch saal hi hue the lekin aisi paristhiti mein ab main kuch bhi soch sakta tha.

Main chhoti kaki ke baare mein sochne laga. Kaka ka byaah mere saamne hi hua tha. Matlab chhoti kaki mere saamne hi dulhan ban kar aayi thi. Uske baad se ab tak maine unke bartav mein kabhi aisa mehsoos nahi kiya tha jisse ye kaha ja sake ki wo majhli kaki ke jaisi soch rakhne wali aurat hai. Halaanki aaj se pehle tak aisa main majhli kaki ke baare mein bhi samajhta tha magar jo kuch maine aaj dekha tha usse unke baare mein meri soch ab badal chuki thi. Maine sapne mein bhi nahi socha tha ki Bapu aur majhli kaki ke dwara mujhe itna bada jhatka lagega.

Main samajh nahi pa raha tha ki is sabke baad mujhe ab kya karna chahiye? Mere man mein ab ye jaanne ki jigyasa hone lagi thi ki Bapu aur kaki ne aapas mein aisa sambandh kaise bana liya hoga? Aakhir dono ke beech aisi kya sthitiyan bani hongi jisse dono ke beech avaidh sambandh ban gaye? Ek aur sawal mere man mein achanak ubhar raha tha aur wo ye tha ki kya Bapu ki tarah mere dono kaka bhi aisi soch wale honge? Waise to maine un dono mein se kisi ko bhi kabhi kisi ke saath aisi sthiti mein hone ki kalpana hi nahi ki thi magar aaj ki is ghatna ke baad meri kalpanayein jane kahan kahan parwaz karne lagi thiin.

Maine soch liya ki ab is baare mein main khojbeen karoonga. Matlab ki ab main chori chhupe sab par nazar rakhoonga aur ye jaanne ki koshish karoonga ki is parivar mein mere Bapu aur kaki ke alawa aur kaun hai jo aisa avaidh sambandh parivar mein kisi se rakhe hue hai? Halaanki ye zaruri nahi tha ki baaki kisi ne aise sambandh banaye hi hon lekin main ab yahi soch baitha tha is liye apni utsukta aur jigyasa ko shant karne ke liye mujhe ye khojbeen karni hi thi.

“Are kareja tu akele yahan kya kar raha hai?”

Chhote kaka ki awaaz sun main chauk pada.

“Is ped ke neeche thandi thandi hawa lag rahi thi kaka to baith gaya yahan par.” Maine bataya.

“Bade bhaiya aur majhle bhaiya abhi aaye nahi kya kha ke?”

“Aaye hote to kya wo dono yahan dikhte nahi kaka?” Maine shararat se kaha to chhote kaka hans pade.

“Ab tu bada ho gaya hai kareja.” Kaka ne mere sir par haath phera─”Is liye ab ye shararatein karna band kar de aur apne kaka logon ke saath thodi bahut kaam kiya kar. Humein bhi thodi rahat mil jayegi.”

“Theek hai batao kya kaam karoon main?”

“Hansia se gehun kaatte to banega nahi tujhse.” Kaka ne kaha─”To tu ek kaam kar kate hue gehun ke chhote chhote do chaar gatthon ko ek mein rakh kar uski pulliyan baandhta ja. Ye to tu kar hi lega. Hai n kareja?”

“Tum ek baar kar ke bata do kaka.” Main uth kar khada ho gaya─”Phir main bhi waisa hi karne lagoonga.”

“Aisa kya?” Kaka ne hairani aur khushi ke saath kaha─”Chal phir abhi kar ke batata hoon tujhe.”

Thodi hi der mein main chhote kaka ke saath us khet mein aa gaya jismein katai lagi thi. Poore khet mein kate hue gehun ke chhote chhote gatthe pade hue the.

“Dekh ye wala gattha maine paani mein phulane ko rakha tha.” Kaka ne kahin se gehun ka ek aisa gattha la kar dikhaya jismein se paani ris ris ke zameen par gir raha tha─”Ab tu poochega ki paani mein kyun to wo is liye kyunki isse gehun ke ped ekdum mulayam ho jate hain aur modne ya gaanth baandhne par toot te nahi hain.”

“Haan ye to janta hoon main kaka.”

“To ab acche se dekh ki kaise main in chhote chhote gatthon ko ikattha kar ke thode bade aakar mein ek gattha bana kar bheege hue bandhna se baandhta hoon.”

Kaka ne pehle bheege hue gatthe mein se gehun ke aath das ped nikale aur phir chaar paanch ki sankhya mein alag kar dono ko joda aur phir use khet ki zameen par seedhe aakar mein rakh diya. Uske baad wo kate hue gehun ke chhote chhote gatthon ko utha kar usmein rakhne lage.

“Ismein kam se kam chhote chhote ye saat ya aath gatthe rakhna hai.” Chhote kaka ne gatthe rakhne ke baad neeche seedhe aakar mein rakhe bheege hue bandhna ke dono siron ko dono haath se milate hue kaha─”Uske baad phir is tarah se is poore gatthe ko acche se baandh dena hai. Bas is tarah se ye pulli ban kar taiyar ho jati hai. Samajh gaya n?”

“Ye to bahut aasan kaam hai kaka.”

“Agar tujhe aasan lagta hai.” Kaka ne muskura kar kaha─”To jaise maine ise banaya hai isi tarah tu poore kate hue gehun ki pulli bana daal.”

Maine haan kaha aur lag gaya kaam par. Maine bhi pehle bheege hue gehun ke gatthe se aath das ped nikale. Phir chaar paanch ki sankhya mein unhe alag kar ke dono ke choron ko baandha. Aisa karne se dono chor jud jate the jisse ek lambe aakar mein bandhna ban ke taiyar ho jata tha. Uske baad maine chhote chhote gatthon ko utha kar us bandhna ke upar waise hi salike se rakha jaise kaka ne rakha tha. Jab wo ek pulli ke barabar ho gaya to maine neeche pade us bheege bandhna se use baandh diya. Uski gaanth kaka ke jaise saaf to nahi lagi lekin pulli bana daali maine.

“Dekho kaka, bana diya n maine.” Maine seena chauda kar ke kaka ki taraf dekha.

“Bahut badhiya kareja.” Kaka ne khushi se mera gaal sehlaya─”Mujhe khushi hui ki tu mere batane par ek hi baar mein pulli banana aur use baandhna seekh gaya. Ab isi tarah tu jitni baandh sakta hai baandh daal. Baaki to hum baandh hi lenge.”

“Theek hai kaka.” Maine kaha aur kaam par lag gaya.

Kaka muskurate hue doosre khet ki taraf chale gaye. Mere liye ye kaam naya tha is liye ise main poore josh ke saath karne laga tha. Jaldi hi main paseene mein naha gaya to maine kameez utar kar ek taraf rakh di aur phir se kaam par lag gaya.

Iska natija ye hua ki main us baat ko bilkul hi bhool gaya jis baat ko kaka ke aane se pehle tak soch soch ke main pareshan ho chuka tha. Ab mere man mein sirf ye tha ki mujhe is wale khet ki sari pulliyan baandh kar kaam khatm kar dena hai. Magar shayad aisa hona abhi mumkin nahi tha kyunki….tabhi main kisi aurat ki awaaz sun kar ekdum chauk pada.

Palat kar peeche dekha to meri nazar majhli kaki par padi. Unke saath chhoti kaki aur maa bhi thi. Maine maa ki hi awaaz suni thi.

“Are wah aaj to mera raj dulara bahut zyada kaam kar raha hai.” Maa ne mujh par mamta barsa kar kaha─”Mujhe pata tha jab mera raja beta kheton par kaam karna shuru karega to apne dono kakon ko bhi peeche kar dega.”

“Haan tum sach keh rahi ho jiji.” Chhoti kaki ne muskura kar kaha─”Hamare Raju sachmuch apne kaka logon ko peeche kar denge.”

Maa aur chhoti kaki ke baad meri nazar phir se majhli kaki par padiin. Jaise hi unse meri nazrein miliin wo hadbada si gayi aur jhat se nazrein hata kar pare dekhne lagiin. Unhe dekhte hi mere dilon dimag mein ekdum se halchal shuru ho gayi thi. Jis sabko ab tak main bhoola hua tha wo phir se mere jahan mein ubhar aaya tha. Ek baar phir se aankhon ke saamne wahi drishya chamakne laga tha.

“Mere bete ke kaam par nazar mat laga dena chhoti.” Maa ne chhoti kaki par jhootha gussa dikhaya─”Aur ab chal yahan se. Abhi bahut kaatna baaki hai.”

Maa chhoti kaki ko le kar doosre kheton ki taraf chal di jabki majhli kaki pathar ki moorat bani apni jagah par khadi rahiin. Kuch palon tak to main bhi khada hi raha magar phir palat kar apne kaam par lag gaya. Mere andar abhi bhi halchal machi hui thi. Dhadkanein kaafi tez chal rahi thiin. Man to kar raha tha ki kaki ko yahan akela dekh ja kar unse poochhoon ki us samay wo mere Bapu ke saath kya kar rahi thiin lekin ye poochhne ki himmat na hui.

Kahani jari rahegi.